Coming Back After a Battle !!1

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  Well this one will be short Coming back after huge brake Getting myself a new start a new life after unfortunate accident that occur . 

Holding a Grudge ...how hard it is to let go

That's the worst what can happen to U It's extremely hard to let go if U get hurt betrayed etc So my question is how to deal with it ? Some of us are born with strong back bone that allow them to just simply don't give a bloody f*ck but others struggle really hard and it's painful to watch How can we help that person How can he\she help herself I think in my own opinion U just have to forgive try understand the reason after other person that hurt U or betrayed U The process will be long and probable painful but in the end worth it I know I know its easy to say and so hard to do But if U gonna hold the GRUDGE it's gonna kill U slowly in side and that's the horrible truth

Forgiving it doesn't mean U will let those people back to your life NONONONO it means U will forgive them and move on with Your life and not thinking of them or things they done to U 

And that's best solution!!! Then even U meet them I don't know in shops in town or at any public place U will pass them like other people U pass during shopping walk etc And that My friend will be the best evidence U MOVED ON !!!!

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness...
                                                                                                         

Care to much and how ''being late'' it's my middle name

U know sentence about U and Your family on photos better than in real life it a big big truth Everyone passing 18 years of age should get ''how to book'' on this topic In real life if U get a bit to involve in relationship with other members of family they will probably want to avoid U after a while And even you're not like that but U try to not forget about birthdays anniversaries etc etc the weird thing is when U fail miserable comparing to those who don't give a fuck Cuz when U try to hard they just don't care They start to get used to that U always remember and after a while they demand that kind of behaving from U And let's just say if U gonna be sick or busy or whatever and forget then what ??? What do U think happen Well the answer is simple U gonna be out from the family and the number one   enemy Cuz U know U have time and those who don't give a bloody fuck apparently so busy with life they just forgot maybe next year we love them anyway and U how could U
The truth is painful but if U care U screwed ....

Being late my middle name yeah well I figured that just today when I was going for a meeting and I had to take my younger with me ( Thank God they have day care there ) so minute I was ready and almost out of the door My sweet child shit all over her gorgeous new outfit literary poo went everywhere I don't know how and I'm not gonna investigate but it was biggest so far So eventually I was late Saying sorry all the time feeling bad as usual
You would think I should get used to it after all those years I think if I get somewhere on time I will get heart attack for sure


By the time I get everyone's coats, hats and mittens on,
it will be just in time for them to attend my funeral. 
.. BPM