Coming Back After a Battle !!1

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  Well this one will be short Coming back after huge brake Getting myself a new start a new life after unfortunate accident that occur . 

Holding a Grudge ...how hard it is to let go

That's the worst what can happen to U It's extremely hard to let go if U get hurt betrayed etc So my question is how to deal with it ? Some of us are born with strong back bone that allow them to just simply don't give a bloody f*ck but others struggle really hard and it's painful to watch How can we help that person How can he\she help herself I think in my own opinion U just have to forgive try understand the reason after other person that hurt U or betrayed U The process will be long and probable painful but in the end worth it I know I know its easy to say and so hard to do But if U gonna hold the GRUDGE it's gonna kill U slowly in side and that's the horrible truth

Forgiving it doesn't mean U will let those people back to your life NONONONO it means U will forgive them and move on with Your life and not thinking of them or things they done to U 

And that's best solution!!! Then even U meet them I don't know in shops in town or at any public place U will pass them like other people U pass during shopping walk etc And that My friend will be the best evidence U MOVED ON !!!!

For every minute you are angry, you lose sixty seconds of happiness...
                                                                                                         

Care to much and how ''being late'' it's my middle name

U know sentence about U and Your family on photos better than in real life it a big big truth Everyone passing 18 years of age should get ''how to book'' on this topic In real life if U get a bit to involve in relationship with other members of family they will probably want to avoid U after a while And even you're not like that but U try to not forget about birthdays anniversaries etc etc the weird thing is when U fail miserable comparing to those who don't give a fuck Cuz when U try to hard they just don't care They start to get used to that U always remember and after a while they demand that kind of behaving from U And let's just say if U gonna be sick or busy or whatever and forget then what ??? What do U think happen Well the answer is simple U gonna be out from the family and the number one   enemy Cuz U know U have time and those who don't give a bloody fuck apparently so busy with life they just forgot maybe next year we love them anyway and U how could U
The truth is painful but if U care U screwed ....

Being late my middle name yeah well I figured that just today when I was going for a meeting and I had to take my younger with me ( Thank God they have day care there ) so minute I was ready and almost out of the door My sweet child shit all over her gorgeous new outfit literary poo went everywhere I don't know how and I'm not gonna investigate but it was biggest so far So eventually I was late Saying sorry all the time feeling bad as usual
You would think I should get used to it after all those years I think if I get somewhere on time I will get heart attack for sure


By the time I get everyone's coats, hats and mittens on,
it will be just in time for them to attend my funeral. 
.. BPM

Christmas what ??? over ??? yeahhhhhhhh

So We survived Christmas is finally over Just the new year's and that's it We can now get back to normality ...again !!!So how was Your Christmas beside loads of sweets food and alcohol filled whit unwanted gifts guests or advices maybe someone pissed U just for fun Isn't that what Christmas is all about spending time with people U don't like and don't see for the whole year ? Or maybe U're from more normal family with normal boundaries and U spend it with people U love and they love U back And gifts are not important but people with U And no one insult U or fight with U just cuz U are loving family and that's what U do !! Well I don't think much people have the other scenario I think most people have problems during Christmas they struggling with no money with angry relatives and spoiled children I guess the best Christmas would be Christmas without all that commercials adds toys deco lights songs etc .. That's my opinion

Back finally after all that puffff.. loads to tell and moan about ...

Whoever read it Happy LATE Christmas wishes xox

Overtired ? ... Must be Christmas !!!!!

Cooking cleaning and guest having Tired wrecked and all at once Blog must wait Family comes first 

                                
   TBC......

it's hard ... Fight !!

It's hard to raise a child and try to do a good job All Mum and Dads struggle on day to day basics But what can U do if your own flesh and blood will fight against you What's the best solution Well the truth is that there is none At one point we all gonna do or say things we normally wouldn't  We all in the end wish to do things better But we can't change it now when its done We could just avoid it in future But when U are at that point that all breaks are lose and U reach your limits then what Will U remember to not shout again ??? Will U be calm ??? The answer to that is noooooo never ...... Its really hard to be all the time best In the end when the children are older they will tell U what was wrong and again U will have that felling U can't change anything But we can try do are best fix things stop the destruction path in their life's Being angry it's normal but would U be ok if your child done huge mistakes in life cuz U didn't try to change yourself your methods etc. I would be guttered Me myself not perfect as well struggling all the time but I love my children and will do anything for them But some days are not so good so even me as a parent doo huge mistakes and later on regrets them But the key to all that is to fix whatever U broke and put huge amount of love into their life's Cuz in the end they learn everything from U And no matter how much they will try they will do same mistakes regarding their children So try to avoid wrong situations as much as possible That U know U gave them really good life and they will continue to give it later on in adult life to their family
Its hard not to repeat your parents mistakes Everyone does it the thing is when U realize it just stop and remember how unhappy u were when it happened to U

'' Family its most important thing in the world so don't ruin it because your past was bad ''
                                                                          
                                                                                     ..B.KE..

Fakers ...feckers .. F*ckers ???????

Have you ever wonder about worthless friends ???

Today I was thinking why oh why people want to pretend that they are Your friends Never clearly understand that and maybe never will In my life thank God I've never had such a experience with these type of people But I've heard loads of stories about it And one just stayed with me Its a story about '' friends from childhood '' 

So let say they were two girls ''besties'' as they said about each other They were living on the same estate since they were born they went to the same school , even when they grow up had a job boyfriends etc they still saw each other every weekend or so .

Life was great until one of them got into a mess in her life Health issues then work etc All of the sudden  the other one stops all calls txt she started acting different The one in trouble was confused she though she could always count on her '' bestie '' but that wasn't a case anymore 

U may ask why what happened The truth is when U look back and hear all their stories U would notice that just one of them was always supportive that just one of them always was there to help So when the helpful one got in trouble the other one just disappeared of her life 

The pain was horrible for that who was left behind She couldn't understand why ???

Thats what's gonna happen when U have fake people beside U 

U trust them and say to Yourself that when the time will came for them to help U they will 

The truth is '' NO'' that time will never arrive Even if U in real trouble even with your own life Fake friend don't have use for U anymore so they just leave U And that's the painful truth The only thing we can hope for is that LIFE WILL GET THEM eventually !!!

Life is too short !!!!!!!!!!